Second Chance

It's only been a few days since you've left
feels like forever
& the painful feeling in my stomach when i think of every word
every day
every smile
we shared
to know that there will be no more, drives me insane
i wrap myself inside your blanket, so I can feel some part of you and absorb in your scent
& i listen to the same message on my answering machine
just so I won't forget your voice
I reread letters you sent to remember your hand writing
I yearn to kiss your lips. just once.
my desire for you to hold me in your arms to a never-ending song
that only we can hear,
is beyond be loving you
because you were my reason for waking up every morning
& going a day without talking to you was impossible
your touch makes me weak
& some nights i reach out for you, just to realize that you aren't there
& i sink back into my sheets and cry myself to sleep
because i know that you will never come back
& if i were to be near you again, i would ask for a second chance
to love you harder than possible, and never ever let you go

please.
give me a second chance.

~Yani