:)

Wow. Where on Earth do I start?? I guess from the beginning. I remember the FIRST day we met, Freshmen Orientation & she was going on and on about Cornell notes. It was annoying me, until she started talking about Ms. Clark. Lol. I guess she thought i was paying attention when i raised my hand, just thought she should know her shoes were that FYI. Hahah.
So we started talking on facebook, not a big thing. & an occasional "Hi" in the hallways. Rumors started going around that at the first home varsity football game, we made out & she was trying to turn me out and stuff. Yea.... I FREAKED OUT.!! Hahah. It's kinda ironic now i guess.
I still remember all our crazy inside jokes, "soggy sweet bread" hahaha. i hate waffles & pancakes. & how i would go to bojangles, buy food & not even eat it just to see her. Smh. yeah i know...i had it badd. haha. & homecoming with her was the best. i couldn't have asked for a better time.
Little did I know that i would fall for her, i guess it took losing some friends, what i believed in, & my mom to figure out...it was all worth it.
We had a rough patch, it started with the fact that I didn't want to share her. I felt like the situation had turned into like, i have her on weekend, he has her on weekdays, we switch off every other week. haha. that kinda thing. & it drove me crazy. to this day she doesnt know half of the stuff i know she said about me, im gonna keep it that way. I went from loving her, to completely hating her, to missing her crazy, to hating her, Lol. & now we're just . . .good.
If you just look at my first semester in high school, it's been...wild. i dont think she realizes how much i genuinely cared about her. feels like we've been through a lot..without really going through a lot. if that makes sense *shrug*. she has a boyfriend now, & homeboy is CA-UTEEE hahah. :) she seems happy. well, at least thats the impression shes giving off. if thats the case, then im happy. Yeah, i miss her. but i talk to her like everyday now. lol. but shes in my life, so no complaints heree. going off to college soon & that'll be the end of it. maybe i'll get a text every now and then when she leaves(: haha. I just wish things could've...worked out. wish i could go back..& change some things..


ohh btw. in this pic...first football game at riverside. her hair looks great, i guess i like short hair better...haha i remember when she got extensions, i didnt recognize her.